germany : poland in dortmund (1:0)
- Weather: hot, hot, hot. Approx. 32°C and sunny; today a bit sticky though as it's supposed to rain tonight.
- Mood: Mixed. Happy because of all the footie and World Cup stuff going on. But not that well; headache since a couple of days and just a bit 'sludgy' in general.
First of all: Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday dear Paikea, happy birthday to me! Yes, yesterday was my 28th birthday. Not a special day; but nice. Nice pressies. The coolest will be that I'll have a BMW Z4 for testing in two weeks time. Yay!
WOOHOO!!! So last night Germany made it; only in the very last minute but who cares? 1:0 against Poland. Poor Polish. Nah, honestly. But I'm actually really really happy for the Germans.I went with my best friend to watch the game at a very cool new venue in Mannheim - the Jungbusch Arena. Cool people. Mostly students mingling with artists and musicians.

But today it's cheering for England again. Fingers crossed!
And I've just received a message that one of my pics is supposed to be published. Wow - I feel honoured! Let's see where this will go.
Oh, I've met our new neighbour the first time. Well, new? He's been living here since 6 months already but as summer just started and life is going on outside this was the first time I was chatting with him. Nice guy! He's in the airforce. Impressive. Don't know why but it is. Tonight he's coming along to watch the England game. I'd like to show him around my part of the country and guess he'd be quite happy about it. Strange though - he kept calling me Ma'am! Odd.
Anyways, there's another guy in my life right now who's starting to be disturbing in a nice but wrong way. He's a colleague and we didn't have much to do with each other up until 3 months ago or so. And now - we like each other. A LOT! We're flirting all day long. We kind of know what the other's thinking and can communicate with our eyes and there's no need to talk. Yesterday, it was my birthday and he hugged me. Longer than it would be 'acceptable' for a normal hug. And when we were in each others arms there suddenly was this silence and peace. And I just knew that he felt the same. There was a lot of heartbeating going on. BUT!!! He's married! And I don't want to and can't allow myself to fall in love with him! As soon as I do this whole thing will start to be hurtful. And it doesn't make sense anyway. Really, I hope we can carry on our 'relationship' rather as brother and sister and nothing more. *sigh*



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