It's time again for an update...

Yes, I should have written more regulary and always wanted to. Sometimes I was just overwhelmed with what was happening and hence I often didn't know where to start. Anyway, here it goes:

I told Mr. Disgusting that I won't be able to work for him. Since then I'm feeling better. I had the most horrible business trip to Cannes with him; it was so bad that it took me about two weeks to recognize myself in the mirror again - I looked that bad, very unhappy and as if something had sucked all life out of me.

So it's back to job hunting again which isn't that bad actually. I'm sure the right job just hasn't come up yet. Although I have sent my CV to MTV Networks and getting a job with them...woohoo - that would be like winning the jackpot! Not really actually, they don't pay that well, but still.

The Ex - M. - has sent a text out of the blue about two weeks ago just to tell me with those meaningful three dots at the end of the sentence that he'd been looking at our old pictures... Freakin' fantastic. So what? Good thing was that this gave me a reason to think about it/him again and if I wanted him back. It turns out that all my hard work was well worth it and my absolutely over him! This feels so good!

Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love you tomorrow, it's only a day away...
Right, Ive met someone on the internet via a business platform. About two and a half months ago he contacted me first and I refused to give him my phone number which apparently made him interested in me even more. He kept sending mails every now and then just saying hello, I didn't always reply. Last week then I gave him my phone number (for job contacts he has) and things turned really really strange! We talked on the phone quite often, mails have intensified, and last night after three hours of chatting on MSN, we talked another 4 hours on the phone until 6.30am this morning!!! I haven't even met him in real life yet but he gives me goosebumps and this funny jimjams in the tummy whenever I think of him. We planned to meet on Wednesday when he's having a business appointment near my town but last night we decided to meet tomorrow! I can't wait! There's still a chance that I will be majorly disappointed and I try to keep that in mind, however this feels really really good! Fingers crossed!!! :-)