The fear today...

8.30am

I'll have to have a minor surgery on my knee at 10am today, a small mole's gonna be removed. I've had this done before and I know that it actually is not a big deal but I'm so afraid of it! I'm already nervous, and feel sick and I know that I'll get dizzy and almost pass out like the last times. I hate this.

Fast forward to 1.14pm

Well, here I am back again. It was a lovely doc and an even nicer nurse that he has. She was holding my hand all time, encouraged me, I was joking with the them, we had a good laugh and sooner than expected it was over. They had one of those pulse things clipped on my finger and had an eye on it and whenever I felt a bit dizzy they cared even more. Afterwards I could go straight onto another couch/stretcher (word?), got some water and lay down for about 20 mins longer. I still feel a bit wobbly now, but having good experiences made it almost a "cruise through". Plus a couple of text messages from the-guy-I-have-yet-to-meet-but-seemingly-like-a-lot and him caring a lot made it almost easy peasy. Of course I had my mum with me and was just treated with some Thai food and chocolate.

And another good thing today is that I've started to lose weight! Yay! Minus 1.5kg this morning! And the temperatures are falling, too. I so want to get into christmas mood, but cold temps are a must for it!